Scared To Jump

 Hi, I'm Jo.

I have always been a fearful creative. Scared that the line wasn't straight enough, that the color would be wrong, that no one would like it. Scared that I wouldn't like. Letting the fear and self loathing get in the way of every single act of creation. But no more. I am going to jump. Even if it just into the shallow end. I have no doubt that this is never going to get read by anyone. But I would like to do it anyway, if it was just for me. I thought of starting a YouTube but that felt scary. I would have to tell my family and endure their support when I'm not even confident to support myself. I would feel like a fake. I do feel like a fake even doing this. But I'm going to throw the rules that I wrote myself away.